The only reason why it’s The New Year is because the earth has completed another orbit around the sun and the year’s digits have changed. But it ain’t really considered a “new” year if you ain’t new from within. If you’re going to make resolutions, act upon them.
January 2010
Tic Toc
Rye Rye & M.I.A.
M.I.A FT. RYE RYE - TIC TOC.
i like this track
2009.
this had to be the best year i’ve ever lived in my life. although i had many trials and tribulations, i still saw the light of day and the stillness of night. i grew up so much this year with the help of God, family, and friends. this year i finally found who my true friends are, i cut ties with the unnecessary, and i also feel like this year has helped me grow up to the person i’ve always been needing to be. i’ve also learned to put my best foot forward and not to slack in order to get where i need to be. i’m filled with hope for the new year. i hope to find my center, i hope to be successful in the new year, i hope to be in a successful relationship. one of the best things that happened to me this year was moving out to my dream city and i feel so blessed for it and i thank my mom so much.
in all honesty i feel changed (in a good way of course) i’ve never felt this good. even though i still struggle i finally understand that its a process of life and i know God wont ever fail me cause i put my trust in him. this year i found strength, courage, and confidence. something that i never had before. as for 2010 i want to show people my worth and why God put me on this planet for and he put me on this earth to STYLE AND DANCE.
everybody reading this, start the new year with this latin phrase in mind: “Luctor et emergo” - i struggle and emerged.
BA SAFE TONIGHT! hope all of you have a blessed new year!
-Alf
february/march.
im hoping to get LUCTOR ET EMERGO , VENI, VIDI, VICI tattooed on my skin
luctor et emergo - i struggle i emerged.
veni, vidi, vici - i came, i saw, i conquered.
December 2009
I NEED TO FIND MY ELEMENT OF FREEDOM.
I havent felt lost in a while. these past holidays were so depressing for me. christmas is in 2 days and i don’t even want to attend the family party. id rather sit on the floor watch tv/ listen to music all day and drink hot cups of coffee.
“Beautiful garden, where have you gone?
my self delusions are leaving me in the storm
Taking for granted, all the goodness that ive found
somewhere i lost all, the control came crashing down
and i pray for forgiveness
look for the answer
cause its hard
for me to pretend
look to my mother
call to the captain
cant you see
this state that im in
no one would notice
nobody noticed
cause its me where it began
beautiful morning, please dont wake me from my sleep
cause i need some comfort, to regain my sanity
i dont want to feel this crazy,
i dont want to feel this heartache” —ALICIA KEYS
my self delusions are leaving me in the storm
Taking for granted, all the goodness that ive found
somewhere i lost all, the control came crashing down
and i pray for forgiveness
look for the answer
cause its hard
for me to pretend
look to my mother
call to the captain
cant you see
this state that im in
no one would notice
nobody noticed
cause its me where it began
beautiful morning, please dont wake me from my sleep
cause i need some comfort, to regain my sanity
i dont want to feel this crazy,
i dont want to feel this heartache” —ALICIA KEYS
Jay Napalit (soul-sisssssssta).
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!
i love you soo much. i am so fucking blessed to have you in my life and you already know it. you’ve been my friend for about 3 years already, and this past summer has been the greatest. thank you so much for the love and comfort you’ve shown me all this time. and girllllllllllllll thanks for the good ass times! thank you for taking me to my 1st house party and thank you for being there for me when i went through one of my hardest times. You’re 18 now. an adult. be careful and take care of yourself =).
LETS GET ZOOOOOOOOOOOOTED
sad to say.
id love to spend the holidays with my close friends rather than family. I feel so distant from family and i know i didn’t cause this. its just the way it became. i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE my friends.
WE’RE RIDE OR DIE!
“we’re all the same same, the joy the pain. im gonna make it, im gonna make it. its the truth and theres no reason to fake it. yes ill make it its the truth so leave it or take it. living here today this stressed filled life. gets so hard for me, but ill win the fight. it gets harder but i know i can take it”
—MARYJ.BLIGE/JAZMINESULLIVAN
Play
“And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends” —LAGY GAGA
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends” —LAGY GAGA
Play
Lost Ones
Lauryn Hill
LAURYN HILL-LOST ONES.
YOU JUST LOST ONE ITS SO SILLY HOW COME.
“Say it with your actions
Saying those words to me
Doesn’t mean a thing to me
I don’t wanna hear them
Baby you can keep those three
You might as well not even speak
Many different times before
You were almost out the door
Then you’d say it
And I’d forget everything
Well I’m sorry to report
That’s not working anymore
Now I need to see if that’s really what you mean
No more “I’m sorry”
“I love you”
I need proof
Baby boy it’s all in what you do
no more I love you
If it’s true baby boy
It’s all in what you do” —CHRISETTE MICHELE
Saying those words to me
Doesn’t mean a thing to me
I don’t wanna hear them
Baby you can keep those three
You might as well not even speak
Many different times before
You were almost out the door
Then you’d say it
And I’d forget everything
Well I’m sorry to report
That’s not working anymore
Now I need to see if that’s really what you mean
No more “I’m sorry”
“I love you”
I need proof
Baby boy it’s all in what you do
no more I love you
If it’s true baby boy
It’s all in what you do” —CHRISETTE MICHELE
yupppp thats right!
IM GONNA GET BACK TO SINGING. WAAAHOOO.
